Tuesday, October 21, 2008

A Frustrated Woman

I haven't posted in awhile, because I am tired of feeling like all I do is whine on here, so please forgive me for this. I have been quite sick for the last few weeks. It got so bad that I had to go to the ER last Wednesday. Luckily my in-laws helped us a lot that day. My white blood cell count was above 24,000 so they ran a CT of my torso. (They thought there might be a mass.) I had to drink another nasty solution to make me glow again, and once again they found nothing. After the stomach emptying study came back normal, I was very discouraged. I felt the same way after the CT. Not like I want them to find cancer or something, but I want some answers! This is not conducive to raising 5 kids, after all. I feel so bad for my children. I know I could be such a better mom if I wasn't constantly sick. This is so frustrating!!!

I will post happier things soon. We've had a lot going on, as usual.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I can't believe they still don't know what is going on. I'm so sorry. Ugh!!!!!!!!!

Keri said...

It is nice to finally read "real life" in the blog world. It seems like all I ever read is "perfect this adn perfect that" You and I both know that is now real. Good for you to say it how it is. I love reaading your blg because of it.I wish i could do something for you. You are in my praayers. Hanag in there kimberly. i love you.

Cranberryfries said...

I am so sorry! I'm glad you posted an update though so we could know how you're doing. We'll keep you and your family in our prayers. Hugs!!